Silence, tears, and a goodbye post - a weird, mournful chapter has opened in the life of Irrfan Khan's son Babil Khan. On the one hand, he is a good young generation actor, on the other hand, he is in constant struggle to forge his own identity in the shadow of memories about his father. But his recent emotional Instagram post and the declaration of taking a break from acting from the same have created new questions in Bollywood - what did suddenly go wrong for Babil that he had to make this choice?
It all began with a tearful video he posted on Instagram. In the video, he is seen wiping away tears from his eyes, which everyone believes is a sign of mental breakdown. Though later reported by his immediate family that the video has been misunderstood. It is said that even Babil is far healthier mentally than he was earlier, but he is undergoing some kind of internal turmoil and mental battle, which is continually impacting him. Though this theory is somewhat relieving, Babil's recent Instagram story indicates that the whole movie is yet to be unraveled.
On Saturday night, Babil posted a lengthy message on Instagram, in which he made it explicit that he is stepping away from acting for some time. This news automatically created a void among his fans. In his message, he said that he was attached to a film directed by Sai Rajesh, but was stepping away from the same for some reason. While there is no acrimony behind this move, instead, he emphasized his friendly relationship and his friendship with the director. He even went so far as to hope that they will collaborate once again in the future.
Ever since this news broke, several rumors have been born in Bollywood. There are many who say that this break-up is because of the mental state of Babil going down. The pressure of performing, the burden of breaking away from his father's shadow and forming his own identity, and the intangible burden of social media and the creation of a public persona - all these have exerted tremendous pressure on a young performer. Babil could perhaps not resist yielding to such pressure. Thus, seeking a bit of respite and peace of mind, he has requested time, and has temporarily stepped out of acting.
But Babil's move cannot be regarded as mere weakness of mind. It is instead possibly a moment of reflection for a young artist. Where he is attempting to find a balance between his own life, the significance of mental health, and duty towards work. In this current era when mental health gets overlooked, Babil's action can be labeled as some sort of courage. He realizes that unless he is at peace himself, art also loses its sense. So, he has chosen to take this hiatus to repair himself and discover himself once more.
There is another part of this episode seen here - his strong bond with his father's memory. Irffan Khan was not just a legendary actor, he was a man of profound emotions. Babil has his father's shadow in each and every step of his life. It is not easy to bear this legacy. There was always that pressure to maintain that level. Maybe the pressure of this unseen competition and expectation has made it even more challenging for him to carry the load of his life.
Most of the young generation today are facing depression, anxiety, confusion of their identity or issues with adjusting to society. Maybe Babil's decision is a message for them also—'Taking a break does not mean losing, but a brave decision to love yourself.' He penned, "See you again." There is hope in these words, a reassurance that he will come back, stronger, wiser.
So what we should do at the moment is be compassionate towards him, give him time and space without compelling him to open up. Because only then will time help him heal. And perhaps not very soon, but someday Babil will come back to the screen—in a new way, with new confidence, where his every line, every look will become a reflection of life.
There are numerous hopes for Irrfan Khan's son. But above all that, he must get back his health, peace and confidence. Today, when Babil is saying goodbye to the world of cinema, we look forward to his return—like a new sunrise. Because he has penned, "See you again soon"—this hope is the reason behind his infinite desires.